No focus. Not today. All I feel is my heartbeat. Fast. Too fast. Kind of like my life right now. Too fast. Too much change. All at once.
So many things. So much happening. I can’t catch my breath. Can’t think about that though. When I start thinking, I drop them all.
I’m the girl with the smile.
Balance? I have no idea what that is.
Hope? I am trying. But sometimes it’s hard.
Kids. Mom. Friends. Family. Romance. Relationships.
Write. Paint. Work. CrossFit. Remodel. Plan. Adventure.
Discipline. Health. Love. Peace. Budget. Time Management. Self-Care.
The space between where I am and where I want to be. I am living on the edge and I can taste the future. But I know it will take everything to get there.
I need to protect my heart. But I don’t know how to do that.
Not if I want to live life alive.
I love too hard for that shit.
And I’m not gonna stop.