No focus. Not today. All I feel is my heartbeat. Fast. Too fast. Kind of like my life right now. Too fast. Too much change. All at once.
So many things. So much happening. I can’t catch my breath. Can’t think about that though. When I start thinking, I drop them all.
I’m the girl with the smile.
Balance? I have no idea what that is.
Hope? I am trying. But sometimes it’s hard.
Kids. Mom. Friends. Family. Romance. Relationships.
Write. Paint. Work. CrossFit. Remodel. Plan. Adventure.
Discipline. Health. Love. Peace. Budget. Time Management. Self-Care.
The space between where I am and where I want to be. I am living on the edge and I can taste the future. But I know it will take everything to get there.
I need to protect my heart. But I don’t know how to do that.
Not if I want to live life alive.
I love too hard for that shit.
And I’m not gonna stop.
About Shannon Joy
I am a single mama with two incredible munchkins. I confuse most people and the deeper you delve into the rabbit hole, the more lost you will become. I play a lot, work a lot, learn a lot, volunteer a lot and tend to do a lot... I love my life. The past few years have been an incredible journey, full of ups and downs. Thankfully, I have made the choice to see challenges as opportunities and it makes me so much stronger than I ever thought possible. I love to write and paint and feel that being creative is my God-given talent. I am so excited to share my life and experiences with you. Although I am a diamond in the rough, I known that I am being chiseled and hewn by experiences and grace and perseverance. I love comments and feedback, so please send a little love when you can. I will always try to respond personally and in a timely fashion.
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